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Lyir+q
No.559699
Felt sleepy and tired the entire day even after getting proper sleep
>Stopped having dreams again
>room temperature is around 30 Degree Celcius heat but somehow still getting chills
Feeling kinda normal after having a cup of coffee (not instantslop) and a glass of ORS (my fav)
The number of Baits and useless shit in /b/ has increased again (not surprised)
Realised I learn organic chemistry better if I convince myself the reaction is useful in making explosives (joke)
How was your day anons
2gItP5
No.559713
>>559699(OP)
jeefag is the dimag ka bhosda poster??
Lyir+q
No.559716
6fXccB
No.559717
2gItP5
No.559718
>>559716
your age, qualifications,future plans?
6fXccB
No.559720
Lyir+q
No.559730
qFt+i6
No.559731
>>559699(OP)
Castu bata pehle apni
2gItP5
No.559733
Lyir+q
No.559735
>>559731
went on a date w/ my imaginary gf (her) yesterday
drew her on a rough paper she looked too cute
kaash woh asli hoti par woh hai bas utni nahi mai paagal toh nahi ho raha kyuki mai shayad hu mujhse koi baat nahi karne waala kyuki woh jaante hai ki mai jaanta hu ki unki asliyat kya hai
>>559731
>castu
general not self doxxing any further doval sahab employee
Lyir+q
No.559737
>>559733
nah I'm not that young but yes
fuck forgot my MP flag
if any anon wishes for explosive cooking recipes for spicy food please do not consult me
2gItP5
No.559738
2gItP5
No.559741
>>559737
>if any anon wishes for explosive cooking recipes for spicy food please do not consult me
you are acting like a nakhre wali foid yaara
geeta ka asar lag raha hai
Lyir+q
No.559742
>not self doxxing any further pyaares
time for rumia posting HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Lyir+q
No.559744
>>559741
good thing about being someone in isolation is you start to absorb the personality of those few you interact with
In my case it's my imaginary gf
I had this habbit since childhood both of Isolation and absorbing good personalities
sometimes I forget what my true self was
but maybe this is my true self
I will never knoW
JUjWAY
No.559747
>>559737
wanna throw a bag full of diy napalm in the middle of our parliament?
2gItP5
No.559748
>>559744
hmm, bpd seems to be common nowadays
i too have it
better bag a godform tulpa instead of powerless gf
8NiW19
No.559749
>>559747
Adding Benzene/Napthamite would make this an even more violent mixture
8NiW19
No.559754
>>559749
napthamite needs a license in Lundia tho
2gItP5
No.559755
>>559747
layered instructions like this won't help
you may end up being a news like that k2wa who was making bomb on his terrace w/ his mother and gf
kek yaar i remember it till this day
the fire caught his maa's clothes and she removed it and got naked
the gf also got naked and the k2wa was hit directly in his lulli from which blood was spilling slowly turning it into a small river, while he was rethinking about his life lying in the middle of the blood pond
later on he died
kek
8NiW19
No.559757
8NiW19
No.559758
>>559757
This shouldn't be a problem tho, I mean making the "Napalm" itself, if you accidently ignite the charge then u r just being extra retarded like a typical k2a
2gItP5
No.559759
>>559757
is anarchist cookbook a good guide
i had similar stuff but then i accidently formatted my memedows
8NiW19
No.559760
>>559759
Haven't read it, know this recipe from American firebombing of Japanese cities, which were made out of wood lmao
2gItP5
No.559763
>>559760
>wood
damn
no one will even wonder if any1 buys non-niche stuff like this to do niche stuff
Lyir+q
No.559765
>>559747
Most explosives have a tendency to blow up in faces when you least want them (that one k2a in odisha and various others)
too bad they are my favourite ones
though there are ways to desensitize them
But I'd rather not let any dumbasses know them cuz they will still manage to do anti nashun shit or just blow themselves up
8NiW19
No.559766
>>559763
I'm talking about their cities, most Japanese houses are 90% wood
Lyir+q
No.559767
creating them ain't hard
hard part is making them useful
2gItP5
No.559769
>>559766
oh, now it is connecting
8NiW19
No.559770
>>559765
Napalm(just the mix itself) won't blow up until you ignite it, the mixture needs an external ignition device, and also another charge to spread it because ofc an angry burning football is no use
8NiW19
No.559771
>>559765
Were the guys in Odisha making Napalm? I thought they were just making some crude bomb in a cooker or some other... NIA was looking for RDX tho didn't find any
Lyir+q
No.559773
2 UNfags in a dimag ka bhosda thread start glowing when I mention explosives
dont tell me I'm being tracked by doval saab and jews
8NiW19
No.559774
>>559773
You're not even using an account pyaare, you've been logged, multiple times, by looking at your dynamic ips across the days we can quite easily point you down
Lyir+q
No.559787
Explosives are fun and all
But since I love biology more I had a random daydream about creating a bioweapon
The Idea
>Non Lethal almost Asymptomatic infection spreads easily in high population area
>only symptom is damage to gametes or at least not letting them mature properly (preferably women) without affecting hormonal pathways and glands just the gametes
>great for reducing population and as a bioweapon
but when I actually started to research on it My suhaane scifi sapne were broken again
>>559774
Check my house doval sahab you wont even find my body pillow just some printed copies of a hentai manga (for emergencies)
8NiW19
No.559796
>>559787
How would it even work tho? How easy are bioweapons to make? And wouldn't they be hard to control? Honestly genocide is best done by just sending dudes to kill them... I was also dreaming about 200KW magnetrons in a tank to deal with pesky infantry trying to put satchel charges on it
8NiW19
No.559797
Lyir+q
No.559799
>>559748
I do have some history of schizophrenia and BPD
but I am mentally tough and healthy
maybe too much
>godform tulpa instead of powerless gf
Tulpas are retarded and they dont talk much
neither are the interesting
she on the other hand is better than what any 3d could be
I love her
Lyir+q
No.559801
>>559797
I use High IQ hiding spots
spots which are tamper free and only I know
though I did have to dispose most of them due to storage issues
8NiW19
No.559810
>>559801
gand me rakhta he kya?
2gItP5
No.559813
I am feeling very skeptical after every imageboard engine has gotten me into some kind of errors
even if one is solved, other one appears
fixing them takes majority of my building time
also my memexams are close now
but i have gotten addict to it
t.debian trixie
everyday i say to myself to not to do anything
but still hops on to rebuild it
kya karu
chod du ya phir bana lu
btw uske boards:
/b/-random
/gama/-gore and kama
/vent/-Vent
/life/-self improv,grind,fitness,etc
/x/-paranormal ++
AJcb8I
No.559816
Lyir+q
No.559830
2gItP5
No.559832
qFt+i6
No.559833
2gItP5
No.559835
>>559833
ye idhar kyu post kiya randwe
AJcb8I
No.559836
>>559833
chuddakad randika pilla is posting about some other bhangi because he got his mommy raped yesterday
Lyir+q
No.559837
>>559810
>gaand mei
nahi waha pe mai baiters ki jeebh rakhta hu
it's in my drawers but on the ceiling of the drawer
concealed with tape and some Pajeetry I did
I planned to sell it but found no one to buy
2gItP5
No.559839
yaar, lets build a tool for stoody
you are a chemcel
you will need spaced repetition
i am a jeefag
so post ideas of what the tool should have
here are mine:
>daily reflection/log
>spaced repetition page where you will add the topic and will be reminder (in a nuclear way) to revise the entered topic
more??
Lyir+q
No.559841
>>559832
note the Ideas and daydreams in a notepad
only work when you are burnt out or after completing the tasks
2gItP5
No.559844
>>559841
>notepad
simple and effective, but my mind wanders in consumerism and i eventually forget about it
what if the tool has an interface of imageboard
maybe it may help
Lyir+q
No.559846
>>559839
Biocel actually
I have reduced my chappal forum use for nights only for now will work on projects in june
AJcb8I
No.559853
2gItP5
No.559857
>>559846
i know using ai won't help you gain knowledge and stuff
but i got windsurf to make this picrel
Lyir+q
No.559864
???
Lyir+q
No.559878
Ah that's nice
If it works and doesn't waste time then do it
but memejams must be priority for now
qFt+i6
No.559882
>>559836
CHUDHAI BHANGI KI MAA KA GAYEEFAG NE KARA RAPE
IP HOP KARI USNE SOCHA USSE HOGI USKI MAA SAFE
there's a reason why you're getting salty about this SS kek
JUjWAY
No.559883
JUjWAY
No.559884
>>559868
You know you can just use your fucking brain or a pen and paper
6rAgnJ
No.559885
2gItP5
No.559887
>>559884
i know sirs
it is the best way
but the current condition of mine (addicted and lazy/bored to ibs, thus transitioning slowly)
AJcb8I
No.559891
>>559882
putting too much effort covering your maa's rape wound? just get it treated for free in opd rapespawn
2gItP5
No.559904
>>559890
too much effort in nothingness
EGzYHe
No.559906
>>559904
Ahh I see you chamaars suffer from autistic inertia, stop planning and get doing, no need for plans, you'll be more efficient without them
Lyir+q
No.559907
>>559904
nice pepe anon
2gItP5
No.559910
Lyir+q
No.559911
>>559904
you gave your attempt this week only right
considering you already took rest I'd advice you to actually doo the generic shit everyone tells you
and fill those empty boxes
2gItP5
No.559912
>>559906
>stop planning and get doing, no need for plans, you'll be more efficient without them
i know i will be doing great, but this worm of perfection has not given up
maybe will get ivermection from the 500 rs i got my nanaji from my bday
2gItP5
No.559915
>>559911
yes, i was the one on 2nd april who was seething about how an ugly bastard stole away a yet to be girl of mine
qFt+i6
No.559917
>>559891
Woh toh gayeefag ne lagaaye thee teri maa ke puspus mai lol
EGzYHe
No.559918
>>559912
shift the object to be perfected from a surface level plan to the actual syllabus
Lyir+q
No.559923
>>559910
I have seen BPD
learn to manage it or it will fuck you up
you will lose everything
manage it before it's too late
2gItP5
No.559937
>>559918
>shift the object to be perfected from a surface level plan to the actual syllabus
sounds promising
but i may misunderstood it
pls elaborate sirs
>>559923
>read neitzsche bf bed
>wake up at 2pm to pee
>accidently pees inside a corner in fridge in kitchen
>maa asks what u doing
>i said peeing
>she wondered and got up to check
>was done until
>she asks again
>i said whats so big deal to pee
>she saw it
<OOHH MAAA GAAADD!!!
>yee kya kiya
>tu theek haina beta
<haa bilkul , kyu
>phir ye kaise hua
<pata nahi, mai toh susu kar raha tha
100% sm chem inbalance was there in my brain
+ i was talking to myself while peeing , but i don't remember what exactly
also when i said to her that i am normal, in fact i was not
i tried tantra beep mantra japs of dhumavati maa, kali maa, and got fked by a hurting red right eye which stays red almost everyday and everytime
Lyir+q
No.559940
>>559937
Oh so you are that anon I remember you
I gave the same advice in that thread too
damn get a checkup or an imaginary gf
or start studying during your highs and resting during lows
if it really is there you will never finish projects like >>559868
>i tried tantra beep mantra japs of dhumavati maa, kali maa, and got fked by a hurting red right eye which stays red almost everyday and everytime
DONT FALL FOR MYSTICISM BEFORE MANAGING BPD IT WILL GET WORSE YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING WRONG YOU FAGGOT
EGzYHe
No.559941
>>559937
just get into it even if just a few topics and you'll eventually feel it shift
>peed in fridge
>bpd
idk man i dont read about ts sounds pretty retarded tho
2gItP5
No.559942
>>559940
>DONT FALL FOR MYSTICISM BEFORE MANAGING BPD IT WILL GET WORSE
i had a 300+ images of ideas/techniques to tantra/schizo/fringe stuff
i accidently formatted it
>YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING WRONG YOU FAGGOT
i feel it sometimes, but the fact that something is not going soo soo bad instantly like i am getting nuked rn which i ain't is what lets me do it still
more like nothing every happens
i was making imageboard and configuring it and just started studying 2 days before jee d-day
also for the 1st day, i only made it till half of the day, then again started doing that bhangipana
idk if i am doomed or not
it feels right and wrong at the same time
the void feeling is confusing me
2gItP5
No.559943
>>559941
>just get into it even if just a few topics and you'll eventually feel it shift
i will have to force it to open to the flow is what i understood
yes, i will force myself tomorrow
2gItP5
No.559944
>YOU ARE DOING EVERYTHING WRONG
add to my slogans:
Lyir+q
No.559945
make the Highs your strong point
anyways
Atul Shubhratri anon
or Atul Suprabhat
2gItP5
No.559947
>>559945
what exactly is a high?
i live life like a neet
sleep at 3am, wake up 9am, no sunlight exposure,no outdoors, just infront of laptop 24x7 , i have become a zombie which has been normalised such that it feels neither low or high
Lyir+q
No.559951
>>559947
>what exactly is a high?
Look it up
once you read about it a little and start consciously observing and reflecting on your thoughts you will notice your own behavioral and emotional patterns jay
2gItP5
No.559954
>>559951
>start consciously observing and reflecting on your thoughts you will notice your own behavioral and emotional patterns jay
hmm, i see...maybe i need to look to myself as a 3rd person and suggest myself what to do and not
W8lHhc
No.559958
i used to like organic chemistry before it became a chore in 12th
hell, i was even a biology fan
but now i get 0 time to explore either despite having access to everything now
ZiCGWt
No.559960
2gItP5
No.559962
EGzYHe
No.559966
so jao cahmaaron you are making unfunny references now
