Yesterday, I was so productive(studied, worked out, nutritional welness, good sleep) felt like there is no going back from here. But then today I fucked everything up and didn't do anything other than watching blacked and gooning? Why am I like this
One step forward two steps backward
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No.1507
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No.1508
>>1507(OP)
Broatul yaar, good luck for today
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No.1509
In AA lingo, this concept is called WHITE KNUCKLING. It's when you try to stop getting out of your chair to overcome your addiction to get a drink so much that your knuckles start to turn white because you've been holding the armrest for too long.
Recovery doesn't work like that. If you have mental pathologies or you're a NEET (which is the same) you're pretty much in a similar situation to that of an addict. The maximum you can go if you do this is 3 days, after that you crash and burn.





