>>1892
>Not for nothing, but how do you deal with it?
Strangely, I don't have a problem. I've been alone since I remember, coping with internet and media but it took me some time to realize that I am actually happier when I am alone than when spending time with other people.
I am always on guard when in a group, I become suspicious about the motivations of someone if they interact with me, I am scared of saying inappropriate things, I am scared of hurting them, I find the things they talk about boring, I am also irritated at times having to listen to them and just want to be left alone. Not necessarily that I hate other people, just that it exhausts me, or I behave like a retard or I have little to nothing in common to talk with them. I've been trying to find a solitary job or a job that is more independent but no success so far.
There's still a desire for some sense of belonging and connection so I come here and spam the place up but this is slowly becoming alien too. Soon you'll grow old as well and run out of places to hang out.
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>>1892
>Not for nothing, but how do you deal with it?
Strangely, I don't have a problem. I've been alone since I remember, coping with internet and media but it took me some time to realize that I am actually happier when I am alone than when spending time with other people.
I am always on guard when in a group, I become suspicious about the motivations of someone if they interact with me, I am scared of saying inappropriate things, I am scared of hurting them, I find the things they talk about boring, I am also irritated at times having to listen to them and just want to be left alone. Not necessarily that I hate other people, just that it exhausts me, or I behave like a retard or I have little to nothing in common to talk with them. I've been trying to find a solitary job or a job that is more independent but no success so far.
There's still a desire for some sense of belonging and connection so I come here and spam the place up but this is slowly becoming alien too. Soon you'll grow old as well and run out of places to hang out.
