>2023, joined some tier 3 engg clg bcz no other option
thought maybe could make it if grind hard enough
>fate said no
>dad falls sick, financial conditions goes down
>had to dropout, felt like shit but had no choice
>stuck at home now, tier 99 village, no friends, doing online BCA scam degree
spend 4-5 hrs sitting in dad's shop pretending to help, mostly just staring into space
>free rest of the day to grind coding
grinding CRUD apps with Next.js and PostgreSQL
>mental health declining slowly, thinking about kms way more often than should
every day feels like slow death, world moving without me
>no plan except land an IT job or trying for banking/gov exams is my backup option other than roping
>Parents force me to take on the shop but life here literally kills me slowly day by day
>Might rope or either go to a mental illness ward soon if I stay here anymore (toxic household + no friends here + dehati PPL)
>no money and time for MCA or any more useless degrees
>just praying that spamming projects on resume will land me some low paying or even unpaid internship for now while my degree is going on (classes r only on weekends)
Please help me out in this tough time, what should I do to get an internship asap alongside my degree and then hope for PPO or job after it
What other career options do i have left other than the ones I've already mentioned
please help me out
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>2023, joined some tier 3 engg clg bcz no other option
thought maybe could make it if grind hard enough
>fate said no
>dad falls sick, financial conditions goes down
>had to dropout, felt like shit but had no choice
>stuck at home now, tier 99 village, no friends, doing online BCA scam degree
spend 4-5 hrs sitting in dad's shop pretending to help, mostly just staring into space
>free rest of the day to grind coding
grinding CRUD apps with Next.js and PostgreSQL
>mental health declining slowly, thinking about kms way more often than should
every day feels like slow death, world moving without me
>no plan except land an IT job or trying for banking/gov exams is my backup option other than roping
>Parents force me to take on the shop but life here literally kills me slowly day by day
>Might rope or either go to a mental illness ward soon if I stay here anymore (toxic household + no friends here + dehati PPL)
>no money and time for MCA or any more useless degrees
>just praying that spamming projects on resume will land me some low paying or even unpaid internship for now while my degree is going on (classes r only on weekends)
Please help me out in this tough time, what should I do to get an internship asap alongside my degree and then hope for PPO or job after it
What other career options do i have left other than the ones I've already mentioned