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tiZN2x

28/04/25 (Mon) 21:49| Last Reply: 9 months 13 days ago

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Ive been staying alone for a little while with nothing much to do. Parents think good of me but that's all I can say.

I meet up friends but they get passionate about politics and it turns into a shit flinging campaign with everyone drooling like chimps and leaving frustrated.

Try to have conversations to understand them better but they print out answers before I even say a thing.

What does one do when everyone turns stranger to him and he starts getting the idea he might not even exist?

Its just ridicule and disappointment but I am still tempted to try.

I carry on with the hope that there is still goodness and patience in the hearts of fellow men and not just pre_manufactured modules of personality.

I hope anons are doing well themselves and have the will to persevere in these confusing times.

Anonymous

VN0zTO

28/04/25 (Mon) 21:59

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You are sorrunded with internet people.

Anonymous

tiZN2x

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:08

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>>1534

this what I was trying to get at in some previous thread. We are in times where people choose to fit into skin suits because they are convenient and require less questioning/discomfort, much more so than before

Anonymous

rMXEFB

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:08

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>>1533(OP)

yaar I wonder why so many bhachcells have issues with their friends? in the afternoon there were multiple anons posting about friendlessness, or having shit friends.

>hope

you too, anon chalti rehti hai zindagi

Anonymous

wp710+

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:08

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>>1533(OP)(OP)

> meet up friends but they get passionate about politics and it turns into a shit flinging campaign with everyone drooling like chimps and leaving frustrated.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TSJgjKCzpk?si=ivtQT6tGKl-r4mAO[embed][embed]

>Try to have conversations to understand them better but they print out answers before I even say a thing.

Be patient anamas, everyone has ADHD these days

>pre_manufactured modules of personality.

'fraid so

>hope anons are doing well themselves and have the will to persevere in these confusing times.

Trying to get better yaara

Anonymous

rMXEFB

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:11

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>>1536

I doubt there is this much thinking involved. It's just

>playing cricket gets me positive feedback from others

>reading manga gets me negative feedback

>this conditioning will make me a fan of cricket

>and a hater of mangas

I have a theory that humans are biologically wired to use as little of their brains as possible. In biology we were taught that it consumes 20% of all oxygen inhaled and food eaten or some shiet. that's a lot of "wasted" energy

Anonymous

tiZN2x

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:27

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>>1537

I think BhChcels are unique in that they are aware somewhat with the whole world hating their kind and them despising the average indian for being so out of touch.

They come here hoping others are likeminded too.

>>1537

>>1538

so, how to move forward? Come to terms that the way things happen is out of your control and just get by with your life with the little things you can control?

It is very difficult to come to terms that people are simply insane when you are around them so much.

Anonymous

vCWL3t

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:35

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>>1540

>I think BhChcels are unique in that they are aware somewhat with the whole world hating their kind and them despising the average indian for being so out of touch.

>They come here hoping others are likeminded too.

Pretty close anon, we're redpilled about India and the world in general.

I come here to escape the mainstream media, away from the bluepilled normies

>It is very difficult to come to terms that people are simply insane when you are around them so much.

Definitely, my only goal in life is to earn enough and engage in hedonism

Anonymous

rMXEFB

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:40

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>>1540

> unique in that [...] despising the average Indian

well, anon, we are surrounded by average Indians. and while there is certainly a lot of self-hate, irl I haven't seen this phenomenon much.

Most bhacels lurk on reddit - where, to be honest, only the dregs of "middle"- and upper-class India collect - 4chan, and Instagram, where "haha poojeet" is the norm.

> how to move forward

if everyone else seems insane, maybe you are the insane one yaar.

What you say might not be too bad. Can't change your height - again something that a lot of radi rona happens over - but at least go to the gym and look less skinnyfat.

I get told I act autistic in conversation. Started trying to remedy that by making casual conversation with people at the gym, or in public. Sometimes you fail but eventually you get better.

>>1541

>redpilled

maybe too much credit you're taking

the whole bluepilled normie thing seems off. it comes off as cope. a way of segregating le intellectuals from the unwashed masses.

but bluepilled bacche do suffer. and my attempts at red pilling friends have failed.

> my goal

eindianpunkfag, is that you?

Anonymous

vCWL3t

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:42

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>>1542

>eindianpunkfag, is that you?

No, who's that?

Drop lore

Anonymous

rMXEFB

28/04/25 (Mon) 22:47

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>>1543

guy who filled /gen/ in the old days. from kolkata, got into a very strict kalej, wanted to be a punk musician. posted about the bus commute and the strict schedule. ended up making a post claiming he ate some topper girl out.

had similar goals to you - just make enough money to live a hedonistic life and eventually rope.

I enjoyed reading his posts, but it seems he's ascended.

Anonymous

vCWL3t

28/04/25 (Mon) 23:10

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>>1544

>Punk musician

>Ascended

Damn, I'm no way that cool

Odd similarly nonetheless

Anonymous

tiZN2x

28/04/25 (Mon) 23:19

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>>1541

>hedonism

It is certainly an endpoint but several moral constructs prevent me in indulging and turn into hellish guilt.

>>1542

No, not at all! I am sure that I have had my bouts with insanity and I don't claim to better than the general public but the dramatic changes in sentiments and characters with no prior indication scares me very much.

You could argue for the evil in the hearts of men but it isn't too straightforward either given good does exist.

Well, I guess one would be better off if he prioritizes in strength and being able survive the day with some crumbs for food.

Anonymous

tiZN2x

28/04/25 (Mon) 23:22

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He was into PKD too, would have been good if there were novel concepts such as the neopunk scene or /sa/ development were still around

Anonymous

LuPv50

29/04/25 (Tue) 01:08

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>>1533(OP)

Friends are crap and politics is garbage. You fix politics by living your best life even.

Get the girl. Focus on that. This is true for the 80% of men who are betas.

Clean your head with a wormpill and vegetarianism, and do some meaningful work online, that you enjoy.

Talk to her 'somehow'. Use your mind and the internet. You'll figure it out. Don't spam her -directly-.

Once you get money she'll distort reality and fling you towards her. The subterfuge is from your cheat foods, you need to wormpill it all away. In the end there is only her.

Anonymous

LuPv50

29/04/25 (Tue) 01:12

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>>1533(OP)

The wormpill. It's antiparasitics in general.

I like black walnut hull / wormwood / cloves. It's perfect medicine that worms can't evolve defenses against.

Oh, best wormfree diet is UHT milk (heated at 140 celsius, destroys all worm eggs,) plant foods, and gluten avoidance. Bread will literally tear your guts up if you keep pushing it.

Cyclamate is pretty cool and safe, USA banned it incorrectly. Good sugar substitute.

I get that BWH/W/C medicine in tincture form, I put it in my teas and coffees with UHT milk and cyclamate. Awesome drinks. It's like limbo if not for the arthritis I have. Trying to solve it.

Anonymous

tiZN2x

29/04/25 (Tue) 01:20

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>>1553

>>1552

Thank you Canad anon

Anonymous

jq8rwE

29/04/25 (Tue) 01:33

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>>1540

>It is very difficult to come to terms that people are simply insane when you are around them so much.

Be present and aware in the moment, whenever my friends are talking about something I like or is agreeable I start talking, whenever they start talking nonesense or self jerking i just start nodding and hmmming, I tried arguing with them sometimes, but it's futile, no one wins and mental health gets affected too

Simply choose what you want to believe in, also your friends won't end friendships just because of disagreement on minor shits (most of the time)

>Come to terms that the way things happen is out of your control and just get by with your life with the little things you can control?

You don't control the little things anon, you control the most important thing that is you, keep believing in yourself, of course dont ever be delusional over anything but still have a sense of individuality in your opinion, If that makes sense

As for friends, in reality most people are also too busy with their own lives and insecurities and often times project it, so dont take that seriously

Just be self aware or at least try

That's what I have figured out so far anyway

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